Ever since i got out of the mandatory arms service in january, I've been feeling depressed.... like something was missing. Well I did spent 6 months listening to other peoples orders and mindlessly obeying. First off, I made a lot of friends and met some new ones aswell
Well, that is basically what has being goin' on for the last few months.... "studying". Trying to get motivated. Still I'm in the void of depression.. trying desperately to crawl my way back (oh dear, that almost sound like poetic).
Looking back at my pictures that I have posted here, I see a trend. I see my photos becoming darker and more sad... kinda like a reflection of my state of mind.
Oh, and I'm really glad to see intrest in the tutorial I mentioned a year back. Trying hard to get it done (assuming I can find it from my hardrive)










