Oh Dear!Ever since i got out of the mandatory arms service in january, I've been feeling depressed.... like something was missing. Well I did spent 6 months listening to other peoples orders and mindlessly obeying. First off, I made a lot of friends and met some new ones aswell
But still.... I lost all intrest in photography and pretty much everything else also. I didn't get a job (the depression in economy was about to begin), so the only thing I was aiming to achieve was to get a place in an university to get a degree. Well as you can imagine I didn't do that much studying during the time, but still luckily got a stop in University of Joensuu to study Forestry sciences (of which I am veeeery glad ^_^)Well, that is basically what has being goin' on for the last few months.... "studying". Trying to get motivated. Still I'm in the void of depression.. trying desperately to crawl my way back (oh dear, that almost sound like poetic).
Looking back at my pictures that I have posted here, I see a trend. I see my photos becoming darker and more sad... kinda like a reflection of my state of mind.
Oh, and I'm really glad to see intrest in the tutorial I mentioned a year back. Trying hard to get it done (assuming I can find it from my hardrive)
Sadness
Joy
I get two days off every two weeks. But I might just take my camera with me to the Brigade 
